Francis “Scott” Fitzgerald was born in St. Paul Minnesota in September of 1896. In a few weeks I will be older than he was when he died. I also share the same birth week as he did. I wonder if he celebrated his birthdays. Although he seemed like the type to celebrate all occasions both large and small.
The years before the light turned green on the Buchanan dock were a restless sequence of cold train platforms and the smell of wet wool in midwestern winters. Before the jazz grew loud and the invitations became ubiquitous, F. Scott Fitzgerald was a young man haunted by the suspicion that he was standing on the wrong side of a very high, very gilded fence.
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In the vaulted halls of Princeton, the boy from St. Paul discovered that the world was partitioned by more than just intellect. It was here that the "calculus of class" first began to gnaw at him. He was a creature of kinetic ambition, spending more time composing lyrics for the Triangle Club than studying the classics he was meant to master. He was learning, instead, the posture of the elite—the specific way a tie should hang, the casual cadence of a voice that had never known the indignity of a budget. But the grades slipped, and the war loomed, and the ivory towers eventually receded in the rearview mirror of a troop train.
At Princeton, Fitzgerald didn’t just study history; he tried to wear it. Entering the gates in 1913, he found himself in a Gothic landscape that seemed designed to remind a middle-class boy from Minnesota exactly where he stood. It was a world of "eating clubs" and social pedigrees, where the air was thick with the scent of old money and woodsmoke.
It was during these years that the foundational chip on his shoulder was carved. He was surrounded by the "leisure class," young men who moved with a casual, inherited grace that he had to meticulously rehearse. He later described himself during this time as a terrible bridge-player and a mediocre athlete, constantly overcompensating for a lack of blue-blooded lineage with a surplus of charm and prose.
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The romanticism eventually hit the hard wall of reality. By 1917, the combination of poor health and failing marks forced him to withdraw. He didn't graduate with his class; instead, he traded the cap and gown for the olive drab of an Army uniform. He left Princeton with a trunk full of rejection slips and the early drafts of what would become This Side of Paradise, having learned the most expensive lesson the Ivy League could offer: that the most beautiful things in the world are often the most exclusive. having done well in school, despite attending and subsequently dropping out of Princeton University, some 85 years after his death, he remains an enigma. We can never fully understand his genius nor his inner torment.
Fitzgerald’s exploits have been well documented, but it is not as well-known that he was named after Francis Scott Key, who was a distant cousin. Fitzgerald is also credited with the first use of the word “t-shirt”, used in the novel “This Side of Paradise”.
